You (plural) know who (plural) I (singular) am talking about

Cerebral people and emotions. Difficult mix. Seems like we should be able to out-think and logic our way through our feelings. And then we can't. So we look for the logic in why we can't and we expect answers and they are not there. It's all just a big giant sucky that's probably really good for us so we don't move into our heads too permanently but goddamnit we are not used to this whole logic-defying piece of shit.

Yes, it is always about me. God that's annoying.

Also yes, I have been drinking. Not that much, but apparently enough.