lucid decisions

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I have to figure out what I'm doing this summer. I was just given an offer to be a post-camp babysitter for a couple of second grade girls that I already know and like from 4-6 every day. If I did that and was the art person, I would be making a good amount of money doing things I don't hate. But on the other hand, I was starting to really like the idea of being a counselor for the little guys and getting off work every day by 2 so I could write and do other projects and play. I will create a pros and cons-type list:

Option A (Art person/babysitting):

1. More money
2. Still able to play on the weekends
3. No chance of being bored
4. All the age groups and camp divisions have some art time, so I'd meet more kids and more other counselor-people my age
5. I love art projects
6. Older kids
7. Less stressful work
8. Less likely to have to swim
9. Less chance I'll have to clean up children after they have "accidents"

Option B (camp counselor for junior division):

1. Done by 2 every day
2. 4-year-olds are cute
3. Could actually have time to write my article if I can successfully sell it by then
4. Lots of time to work on my alcoholism
5. Lynn will be around and I can play with her
6. Wouldn't have to work out a way of taking Freud out so he's not stuck alone for so long
7. Could even take a second job doing something completely different (preferably writing-related)
8. Or maybe I could volunteer somewhere
9. Or just go to the zoo and the aquarium all the time
10. Or start afternoon violin groups
11. So much time for other projects! The world would be my oyster (the pearl kind, since I don't really like the food kind).
12. I may need to be around and available to help out with my grandfather and stuff.

Ugh. I hate making decisions.

Why has no one signed my guestbook? Please explain to me this aversion to guestbook signing. Particularly people who are more than happy to comment on here. Amy, Toph, I'm surprised at you.